I yelled at my kids so much today. Dominic kept crying whenever I yelled at him. I felt awful. But between him whining and screaming in inhuman screeches in my ear and Shane grunting and signing “more” and forcing me to play the guessing game in trying to guess what he wanted, it was a nightmare. Today was a nightmare. I just kept losing my shit. All day. It was a nightmare. And though I knew it wasn’t healthy and that they didn’t deserve taking the brunt of my frustrations, I continued to do it! I was just a shitty, shitty, shitty person today.